Nikki Bella Says She Lost Herself In Her Relationship

Nikki Bella Says She Lost Herself In Her Relationship. Watch the Emotional "Total Bellas" Moment Now!

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On Sunday's all-new episode of "Total Bellas," Nikki leans on Brie, Bryan and the rest of the Bella Family for their unconditional love and support after shocking everyone and calling off the wedding from her fiancé, John Cena. Meanwhile Nikki and Brie must also continue to train and prepare for the Bella Twins big return to the WWE 25th Anniversary of Monday Night Raw. 

Clip Description: Nikki Bella Says She Lost Herself in Her Relationship. The WWE Superstar is keeping a brave face after her breakup, but sister Brie can tell she's not feeling so fearless. Watch the emotional "Total Bellas" moment now! 

E! News Exclusive:See Nikki Bella and John Cena

E! News Exclusive:See Nikki Bella and John Cena Reunite for the First Time After Calling Off Their Wedding: "I Miss You So Much"

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Well this is a little awkward.

John Cena and Nikki Bella are seeing each other for the first time since deciding to call off their wedding in this exclusive sneak peek at Sunday's all new episode of Total Bellas. The reunion happens when the former fiancés run into each other backstage at the taping of WWE's Raw25th anniversary event in NYC. Despite some awkwardness, John and Nikki give each other a giant hug and decide to have a little chat about their breakup.

"John, I mean he's like a frickin' magnet to me and it's like my heart sinks so deep into my stomach," Nikki tells the camera. "Like I feel like I don't even know how to breathe as if my lungs are filled with fluid.”

"You didn't even call or text me yesterday," Nikki tells John.

"I'm supposed to stay away from you," a solemn John admits. "It's taking every fiber of my being not to text or call you. I'm just trying to do the right thing."

"I miss you so much," John tells Nikki, who replies, " I miss you too."

See Nikki and John's reunion in the exclusive clip above!

Watch a brand new episode of Total Bellas Sunday at 9 p.m., only on E!